Lately.I’m not in the best mood as you see, but it is Fine for now. It’s just I went through the day knowing I’m a piece of shit, And I Did do everything the voices around me mutter about, But knowing that I have true friends that will always be there for me, But now that I actually think about it, what does always really mean? On that note what is a promise? Because no matter what I do, for everything I go though I at least want someone to be the one to be the one friend that will do stupid stuff just to make me laugh, such as what I do to them, In the end there is no one that is going to be there for me such as this. Sometimes I wonder Why the fuck am i still breathing? But i know that it is my job to help people, and Like JROTC three Responseablitys #2 Service Before Self.